My very first post!

Today has been a long day. I wasn't really all that busy physically. However, my mind has been a million places- hence the name "Scattered Mommy". All week or even maybe longer it is like my mind will not stop- hence, the blog. Even if nobody else reads this, which is probably my reality, at least I will have turned my thoughts into words on paper. Who knows, one day I may even share this with my husband and child. We shall see. But, first I will put my literary right foot in front of my literary left, and publish my first blog. Today's issues will be presented in list form- along with my thoughts and comments.

Here we go:

1. So here is my new decision. I am going to take a step back and re-examine my own self in the mirror. Instead of being jealous of the wonderful things that other people have or have going on in their lives, I am going to try to be more grateful for the things that I do have and that bring a smile to my face, be more content with my current standing, and try and let go of the mentality of always looking for the next big thing.

2. Current frustration- not living as active of a lifestyle with my daughter as I want. At the end of the day, I look back and go "aww we should have gone here, or done this" or "tomorrow, I want to make sure to do this". Then, tomorrow rolls around and I find it hard to get out of bed and actually get up and get going. I am sick of being in the not-good-but-not-bad parenting routine. Especially since I am starting to find FREE things to do around town that are age appropriate!

So, goal for tomorrow: Get out of bed and stop wasting time! Live the life I want to live. Set the good example. Do not wait for other people to come to me, instead I will go to them!

Talk to you tomorrow world wide web!
Until then, Still Scattered